LoBD

I hate this
The anger I feel
The love I have
Look at me
I am the one
Is this just
a game to you
This is my life
My heart is
in your hands
I don't trust you
How many times
will I put myself
through this pain
I mean more
to you than most
But you refuse
to treat me like it
Some day I
will leave you alone
I'm not always
going to be there
to clean up your mess
and pick up the pieces
I'm worth more
than that
If this is how
it is going to be
Then I wish it
would go away