LoBD

no i am not going to capitalize or punctuate or even type to you peoples standards! lets see i have been thrown out of my place i had knowwhere to go...my only friends are online i have no computer except to use the library one on ocasion when i can get down here... i was in a major car crash in may, rolled the malibu 5-6 times unfortunatly here i am alive.... but now i need a mri on my shoulder and hand which are fucked up... most likely going to need surgery on them.... an yet,unless u can aford to pay a shit load of money which i cant u must wait so my mri is in january.. quite the piss off.. in the mean time simple things are difficult. and i have no car...im still hung up on both guys i told the truth too last year an yet the one i dont even talk to since january when he ditched me on new years!! my phone just started fuckin up on me so im phoneless till i get the replacement till they can fix it again! on the plus im sick as hell all the time so im losing lots of weight! maybe ill get lucky and drop dead.... clearly im in a shit mood have been for awile... i do however miss the two friends i had made on here but i cant get hold of them and well i hate writtin to them cause of my bad mood an life... was really hopeing id die in the crash! my luck is never what i want it to be....