LoBD

I start to have this feeling as i wake up everyday.
It's a feeling of monontony and boredom. The patterns and action of the previous day repeating over and over again.Day after day this feeling appears. The same day in and day out. Everyone appears to be excited that its friday, but to me it's just another day.
I finnaly begin to change slowly from one day to the next until i can no longer recongnize who i have become. No matter what it is i try to change i always end up in a pattern of some sorts. It always becomes just another day.