LoBD

The moment i saw you leave i thought that i would see you again.I was wrong and i never saw you again.Now you haunt me in my dreams and my thoughts,i never thought i would miss you.Now i wonder what i did that to you for.I never thought that i would want to see you again now i'm not so sure.I wish i could see you but i don't want to because all that me seeing you would do is hurt us both.But i would love you all the more if i just could see you once more.Now our love will never be, for i have made sure of that.But still all i see is you and it kills me to know that never again will i see your smile nor feel your body against mine.All the things you said are running through my head and i want it to stop.Please someone make it stop.The truth is and always shall be that i loved you and i shut you out because i thought i was getting to attached to you and it was not what i wanted but still the way i left you is wrong and i knew it but at the time i couldn't have cared less at the time.Now i regret everything i had ever done to you.All i can do is hope you can forgive me one of these days.Out of all the girls i have ever dated i only ever really cared for you.