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Why I keep coming back:
I feel I'll need here. there's some part of it that i can't leave.
Favorite music:
Spirited Away, Joe Hisaishi, Glenn Gould, Schubert, Jacqueline Du Pre, The Trout Quintet, Les Choristes, Spirited away, Children's choris, Croation Rhapsody, Any good live music, Guitariests in streets, La vie en rose outside the dorm window at night, Michael Jackson, Peter and the Wolf
What I like to read/have read:
Fairy tales, Stories, Poems, Plays etc
Favorite movies/TV shows:
Life is Beautiful, Roberto Benigni, La grande Vadrouille, Hayao Miyazaki, Roman Holiday, Spirited Away, Hayao Miyazaki, Edward Scissorhands, Heidi, Kiki's Delivery Service, The Little Match Girl, Sherly Temple, A.I. Artificial Intelligence, American Girl, Central Stage, The Old Story of Beijing, The Yearling, The urchin etc --- These are the ones that I can watch over and over again.
My favorite activities:
For this period, visiting LoBD.
All my other favorite activities are in the past. I'm now trying hard to arouse interest in things I used to be addicted, like reading, doing silly childish games with friends, being 'selfish' and spoiled, playing badminton, singing with friends, trusting my limited best friends unconditionally, feeling familiar and comfortable to get back home after a long travel, making clothes for my dolls.
I'll have to stop now. It would be an extremely long list if I were determined to finish it. And, it made me sad.
Best experience:
Childhood. I believe I have a particularly long childhood, which has extended to the first two years of my college life, and might probably go on to extend, till the end of my life.
Worst experience:
Changes I have to face on the way growing up. Like watching my parents grow old -- I used to have a deep fear for that.
felt hurt, heart closed, lost connection, fear to be close to anyone again
Worst fears:
Can't laugh like a child any more.
I actually have many fears, that one might be the deepest.
My dreams and ambitions:
Oh, so many.
A journalist, a drawer, a teacher, a drummer, an explorer, a special agent, a general, a pianoist, a violinist, a writer, a volunteer, a witch(magician), a superman, a transformer, a scientist, a singer, a dancer, a dance composer, a composer, a music producer, an adventuror, an actress, a photographor, an archaeologist, a designer, a trial counsel, a judge, a mayor, etc
Basicly I know everything a little, but nothing deeper.
What I'm thinking right now:
[i]# To accomplish the task of getting a score of 'above 80' for all my four subjects at the end of November.
# I should have been reviewing my study at this moment.
# When on earth can my English writing be as good as I expect?
# I saw all my faults and they made me uneasy.
# I'm hoping sincerely that I can kick out the psychological inertia from my life and work towards a all the round good one on an essential self.[/i]
I want to meet people like this:
In a way I can feel comfortable with.
If you want to meet me, this is how to say "Hello":
I'm happy to hear a 'hello' anyhow. But words like 'darling'(especially when Italian people in streets warmly call me like that),'babe', and 'sweety' out of a genuine and sincere heart woule be warmer and nicer.(And I like 'babe' the most ^ ^)
Favorite subject in school:
Things are quite different here from my hometown, so it might sound a little odd. Hehe.
In elementary, I liked music class, drawing class, PE class, handicraft class the most(and almost in no particular order); I also liked Chinese class and math class, but only because I could always get high marks and be praised by our teachers as one of the top students for them.
In middle school, we only had drawing, music and handicraft classes for the first year, so my favorite subjects were still them; In the following two years, they changed with the marks I got -- Chemical, Phyics, Biology, Chinese, English, Geometry.
In high school, for one period Chinese almost overwhelmed all the other subjects.
If I could have any superpower, it would be:
World Peace?
My most cherished virtues:
These are not the most cherished ones, these are what I hope to have:
Courage, Timely Opennness, Confidence but no smug, Determination, Perseverance
Clubs/organizations I belong to:
I once joined a drama club in college. But there was actually no more activities there during my two years in it -- the main force had graduated, and the new memebers didn't know how to play at all. But I still remember how excited I was when heard that I succeed in the audition and got in the club. I shouted to my roommates this huge news and wished I could have run onto a hill and told the whole world that I got in.
Anything else?:
I don't take others'.