LoBD

Well....Im the daughter of a crack headed dad, and strung out mom. But, that strung out mom did a good job raising this here optimistic, artistic, idealistic, dreamer! My father on the other hand is what id like to believe..."missing half his mind." I barely see him. But, doesnt matter. My dad however...is the man/person who helped me become an artist and a philosopher like no other. (I think i am great at everything i do, and think we all should think that way! Never say never and most of all NEVER say you cant! Because, you CAN do ANYTHING! Thats the beauty of life.) Well...as i was saying, he is a great man. Had his bad times like us all but we all have a lil ying, and yang in us. Anyhoot....i have 9 bro, and sis. YA I KNOW, CRAZY EY!? Lol well the crack headed father never kept his thing in his pants. Even after realizing he sucked at the father thing, lol! I dont hate the man...just cant fathom him...LOL! I have hopes he gets his life together though. Anyways...ive lived in AL for 3-4 years. Was an interesting experience. I learned some people really have no souls. JK! But, some of the people down there were insane. One man shot our dog in our front yard. Made me not like people. All because the dog attacked another dog...its called nature and territory, A$$Hole! I never got over that. You see we took in every stray dog aroung. Mom and dad had a huuuuge heart, when it came to animals. Mostly due to us kids being persausive lol. Well...what happen was 3 were poisoned while we were on vacation, and some 5 came up missing, 1 ran over, 2 died and a dog fight, 3 shot, and atleat 7 died from warms. It was alot to go through. For us all. We had it hard down there. We could barely afford the cheapest dog food...lil lone de-warmer. But, i believe we did our bests...god rest all there souls. Ya, i looooove animals...just as much as i love to ramble on, LOL. But, ya AL was a tough stage. We had 2-3 acres of garden though. Which that and ramens were what we ate for food, most the time down there. But, ma and pa made sure we ate everyday. One yr...we actually got a frost...ya...AL getting a frost lol. Was pretty cold, especially with no heat lol. 4 us kids slept in the same bed to share body heat. It was all quite the experience. But, id never change any of it for the world. Made me strong minded. Well when we moved back north i thought i was ghetto lol...was a funny stage, didnt last but 2 yr. Than i was my usual weird self. I loooove music, just as much as art. My head always has a song playing Only kind of music im not fond of is r&b, and rap! Think its to perverted these days. Music should be beautiful, not sexual...thats what porns for! Im very random, and can keep a convo going, like its nothing lol. I can be quite spontaneous. And i love winter. Hides all the trash in this world. I love everyone, although sometimes i have my moments...like everyone were i appear hateful, and just need to be left alone. LOL...i could prolly write a book. But, i think this will do. Who ever reads allllllll this....well, thats rather nifty, lol!

1 year and 5 months ago

Interesting question. I went on a stroll with my love, and his mother. Well...alllllll over the sidewalk someone(s) wrote www.lobd2.com everywhere, with sidewalk chalk. I love sidewalk chalk...so, that was enought to make me wanna check it out. But it said this place was for artists, musicians, idealists, philosophers, poets, freaks, and crazies! And i though...heck im all of them, so i need to check it out. LOL! so, far its pretty cool!

Well...this is my first time lol. But, ill be back! I love this place already. Makes me feel like im not alone.

english, ebonix, and profanity...for which im trying to stop.

LED ZEPPELIN, OASIS, EVERCLEAR, COUNTING CROWS, GOO GOO DOLLS, OFF SPRING, BLUE OYSTER CULT, BEETOVEN, MOZART, EVERYTHING BUT RAP AND R&B!

The earth my butt and other big round things, the giver, fever 1793, where the red fern grows, georgia nicholson series, twilight series, pierce anthony: incarnations of immortality. Awesome stuff!!!

I love discovery stuff....some AE real life stuff...showtime: dexter, us of tera, secret diaries ALL GOOD STUFF! as for movies:breakfast club, valley girl, fantasia, taken, seven, gone with the wind, roman candles, notebook, ace ventura, and girl interupted. i love rita hayworh, and angelina jolies acting skills. jim carrey rocks as far as a comedian goes!!

Drawings, practicing piano, painting, walks by the lake, frowlfing, mini golf, reading, writting, listening to music, singing, watching others and there talents at the nook and traveling, wish i could all the time.

Living in AL, Going to NEBRASKA & IOWA, with the love of my life! Watching the sun come up, BUILDING A TP OUT OF LARGE TWIGS LOL, being best poet of march '05, FINishING MY FAV. PAINTING, Building my first car model, Learning my first notes on the piano, taking a wood carving class with grandpa lol, realizing im good at photography and hopefully the day matt purposes to me will be on here soon!!!

Also living in AL, the day my shelf fell over, and broke my first car model. WHen my nephew painted all over my best painting, Loosing my dogs, whenever me and my mom or my sis fight, when my dad finished my wood carving for me, instead of helping me LOL! Not going to WA, to read my poem. Couldve been one of 36 to win 20,000. Oh well...lol.

Hmmmmmn....tough one.Would have to be dying early. Have alot of goals. And wanna get somewhere, maybe try to make the world better somehow, help as many people as i can. And loosing someone im extremely close to (knock on wood)

Being the best i can, at everything i try. Not giving up on what i love ever. Maybe being a psychologist one day, or doing something that consists of helping others.

...about how im going to be 22, and need to get a move on my dreams...figure out what to go to school for...SOON! I wanna help people...and unfortunately cant without a good job, or alot of money. Nothings free in this world...sadly. lol.

...i dont understand...

hi, hey, hello, howdy, ey, whats up, bonjour, hola, lol...so many ways...

reading, social studies, science...and ART!!!

control time. could reverse bad things, cause good things, help alot of people, save alot, nothing good you cant do, if you control time.

honor, love, passion, morals

.....no clubs. maybe organizations one day. thinking about....masonary.

good charlotte, no comment. country thunder...was ok. not a fan of concert. usually just drunk people, or its to rowdy. not my scene. although i wouldnt mind seeing counting crows or a symphony someday!

nahhhh....i think i covered it. Well...i dont smoke, drink or do drugs. Dont judge those who do. Because, ive been there and realize its tough to quit, or tough to face life without something to make it seem easier. Although i realize facing it drug free, makes you mch stronger. I know random...but, forgot to mention that.