LoBD

My life is a huge and never ending challenge, not with other people invovled in my life, but with myself. I don't give up easily and I don't give up on myself and my dreams. I've been walked on, crushed and heart broken. But I still manage to survive and come up ontop of everything around me. I have dreams, goals that are needing to be set and I'm working towards them as I type right now. I am stuck back home from a little black mail from my mother, but little does she know that I've worked towards leave and never looking back. Sure its home, but its just not the same as it was when i was younger and even in high school.

I am true to my friends and I'll back them in any way that I know I can. I am a true girl who is litterally down to earth with nearly everything. I'm an adrenaline junky and love the out doors and well hell....mudding! Hahaha! I go weak in the knees for a guy that's got a sooped up truck who knows what he's doing. There are quite a few guys out there who have newer trucks with big ol' tires but don't know how to properly use them. Hehehe!
Anyways, I'm just the shit, easy to get a long with. Kind of shy at first in person, but open up soon enough and so I just kick ass!

3 years and 6 months ago

I refound this site from my friend. But I was on here last time when it was just LOBD.org....

Cause last time I was on it it was a place to let my poetry flow without drama or people asking me why.....a place to let my emotions flow without people freaking out.

I speak a little spanish, but just mainly english

Heavy metal, some country (getting into cause everything is soooo over played now a days) reggae like Sublime and Long beach, stuff like that....I love ICP and Boondox, my music changes with the type of mood I am. So its not exactly the same every day.

I have read many books, I love reading Stephen King novels and crap, right now I'm reading Night Shift.

I LOVE Donnie Darko....its the weirdest movie of all times but I love it! I currently got into the Greys Anatomy show, but I'm not a big fan with tvs and movies, but I do enjoy my horrow flicks, especially the Rob Zombie movies, they're such classics they're awesome!

I love sports, I'm a huge nut when it comes to physical training and just competing. I box as of now, I tried to play every sport that I could when I was in school except for golf. I love art, I kind of lost my touch with it for a year or so there, but its cause I couldn't focus my feelings into my work, so I'm not a big fan with this happy drawings crap so mainly the time that I wa with my ex I was too cheesy to enjoy my work. Haha! But now my emotions are back and now I'm back into my art and poetry.

The waterfalls a couple years ago when I fell in love with my best friend. Currently broken up but I still love him sadly enough. Moving to Georgia and making new and awesome friends that stay close to my heart no matter where I am. Either in Idaho so far away from them or even with them being in Iraq. They still are dear to me. I guess Georgia was the best esperience for me...New friends, I learned a lot from my last relationship. Plus you pick up that you can't exactly trust everyone. Got to get to know who they REALLY are before you allow them to move in with you. Hahaha! LONG story, if you're interested email me and I"ll tell you about it another time.

Breaking up with my best friend and not knowing where I belong or what to do with myself. I felt homeless and loveless. I gave up so much for myself when I let others control me. The worse possible experience to come from this is letting the one you love go as you walk away from them at the airport not telling them how you really felt and what you really wanted.

Losing someone close to my heart and feeling so helpless

To be happy, to do what I feel is right and to not have someone telling me what to do. What I really want is to go to school whenever I'm able to go and to go into Oncology.

That my shoes fucking stink like ass! That I have so much going on at this moment that its so hard to sit still and I'm ready to just let my LIFE GO! Just waitin in anticipation for my move and my time to do so.

Well I like to get to know someone. I don't like really meeting people online and then go and meet them right away. Its really stressful and confusing since I have such major trust issues. I like to get to know someone first before any major moves in friendships. Otherwise I'm a social nut and just love to go out and have some awesome fun when I am comfortable.

HOWDY!!!!!!

Physics and Art....well all my science classes mainly and art cause it was natural to me and I got to pretty much do whatever I wanted all 4 years of art that I took.

Mind reading power, well not the constant mind reading, but when I want to know what someone is really thinking I could just work my powers.

Well I actually have many! But nothing extremely major except not allowing myself to go crazy and be all dirty. I DO NOT let people walk all over me, I just think its extremely wrong for someone to allow this to happen. I also have had this thing that ever since I was little I chose to NEVER speak badly of my friends ever! Or to even talking of a secret to anyone other than the one who told me. Then my hygene morals are crazy! MUST BE CLEAN, but there is nothing wrong with going out and playing in the stinky mud either though. hahaha!

I have been to a few....my favorite would actually have to be the rob zombie concert I went to for my birthday 5 years ago. Also the STYX still have it going for being as old as they are. Hahaha!

Hey! Seriously, I'm an awesome chick to get to know. I am a true and trust worthy friend. A promise is a promise and must stay a promise. I like to get out and have some fun and enjoy life. Every moment that slips by you lose forever, so never let that chance go before its too late.